the reason why i am suicidal has nothing to do with dylan at all. dylan just broke my heart but just because i have a broken heart doesn’t mean i want to kill myself.
at my age i’m not happy because i have always had to act older than what i actually was, i matured quicker because i had to at such a long age. the reason why i am so unhappy is because i never got to have a real childhood, i never got to play with friends and chill and have fun and be free like a normal child. i always had to be older for reason’s i don’t want to announce over tumblr. I am suicidal for many reasons and if you were close to me you would understand. 
but no the reason i want to die has nothing to do with dylan or any of my boyfriends i have been with. 
 

no matter how many times someone tells me that, i’ll never believe them.
but thank you you’re beautiful too <3